Summer has come to pass. the innocent can never last. in midst of fog and flame i stand as i watch everything around me disappear in oblivion. with my life to live i stare at the skies as that comet nears my world. i stand with both feet 6 feet under, i breathe the tepid air, i look out of the cage. i want something i dont actually know. i live a life unknown to me. for the colors of life change every moment i watch life in Technicolor, with not one shade i love. i stare at the memories long gone inside my head spending every moment in the past. those days are long gone but the memories remain. i cease to exist as myself for i can't. the world is no longer a good place to live in. within the coronary artery runs blood i want to shed. the brain damage i felt. i perhaps need cocaine. or perhaps only my life back!!!Are you reading this god???