The Love I Cannot Lose.

I hate love. Inevitably the forces of nature push me towards the cliff and i do not resist. I never learnt from my past and my present continues to punch me for that. If only i was not this bad. If only i had learnt my lessons. I keep breaking my heart, which is spilling blood already. So many times i go to bed with a tears in eyes for i refused to know who i am. I promise myself i wont ever be the man i have been. Next morning when i wake up, i see the same me. I continue to love...